Being friends

I loathe this jealousy in my heart
I never would have known it
But hearing that you're sharing part
Elsewhere now I've shown it.

Not to you, o never no
That would be disaster
But how does one romantic grow
And forget about her laughter?

Till now we had fun, danced the nights away
I thought I understood that
Now I wish those times...were longer than a stay
I watched from where I sat.

Somehow we cannot choose what to whom we feel
But what we do about it, surely changes all
I have to close myself up and with this issue deal
Start walking carefully, not for you to fall.

Story of my life, that all those worth a mention
For now without I have to be
But still, I wait in tension
Till the day one looks twice at me.